NEWS!

Dear Blogy!
Sorry I didn't write for a while.... holy crap, so much drama.
Well anyways Europe was hella rad, I met three boys who were cute.
I miss them, Venna is so beautiful! I loved it.

Okay, I like Brandon.
Brandon sorta liked me.
Brandon met Kenzie.
I get med because she doesn't want him.
I bitch at him try to save his feelings.
Brandon sees that I was right.
He walks me home.
Servally dayz later he kisses me.
Halloween him and kelsey are over.
They flirt.
Pandomic Brandon and I flirt.
I kiss kelsey.
She kiss back.
I dance with josh (gay).
He kisses me.
I realize things.
I get my picture taken in a bathroom.
I asked Brandon out he said i was too young!
Then he asked Kelsey out.
She said no.
He likes Erin.
Erin dumped bf.
Erin likes Brandon.
Wow, Drama much?!

Good news.
I HAVE A CRUSH ON A HELLA HOT GIRL !!!!!!!!!
loud enough? I think so!
Well , I still want to do Adam, Jade, Hunter and Davey... so that hasn't changed.

see ya!!!!
LOTS OF KISSES!
jacquifish!

P.s I have a muilty personaillty named sally sence!

Getting Ready For Europe.

Dear Blog,

I can't understand why people leave me alone, my mum left my last night to go to a bar and my sister left me to go and play drinking games at her friend's. My mother and father are now living in different houses, it's really hard on me and my sister... why do parents split up now a days? I just don't understand.

My evil witch of a grandmother is coming to Europe with us, she hates me and I know it! But she isn't going to ruin it for me! I can't wait 12 more days!!! I hope I meet people there.

My best friend came to see me yesturday, Alex, I really was happee! I want to be his girlfriend, but I don't know if I should. You see I like this other boy who is 3 years older and Alex is less than a month younger than me... The boy I like liked me and then got a girlfriend. grrr.... So I think I'll stick with Alex.

I'm so ready to go! Can't wait...what if something crazy happens? Like I meet Jade or Addy! They are so hot! (So what I'm a girl...who dresses lke a guy) I love them! But knowing me I won't. I'm going to get famous, and then you'll be famous! I have songs written and beats made, now I have to go to Toronto to a record company, and then will be famous! -hugs computer- I love you!

So anywho, I can't wait for school! I'll be a junior!! Stupid sister and her sophmore year... I want to see my friends, and hang out like we used to in the courtyard. More pictures shall be taken... as soon as I find my camera! I'm getting my hair cut short and my eight more priecings in my ears! (yeah I can't spell good sorry!) and a cell phone! and I'm a photographer for our yearbook! yay! I'm a happee girl! and I'm going to lose more this year! like always... Loud Girls Always Lose!

Nite Nite -kiss-
Ninjacqui.

Dear Blog,
Why do people always treat me like I'm a little kid! I hate it! I'm not the young for christ sakes! My mum thinks i'm too young to want a tattoo, and a boyfriend! Ahh!!! I'm in a house with a christian, an athilst (non-believer), and a loud mouth annoying child! Well my mother is allowing me to start my music career, so it's all good, and she is talking me to europe too.

I keep having this dream, I'm walking through a park I've never seen before. Then the leaves start too fall around me, I sit on a bench and look at the sky. It turns into night, and a Blond boy comes walking towards me, we are alone. I stand up and walk with him, we walk to an apartment and sit on a bed. He beings to kiss me, and then I close my eyes. The kissing stops and I open my eyes to see my black haired best friend beside me.
What does it mean?

I started a comic!!!
Yay for me! It's about this boy jade, his grand-dad is an inventor. He creates a robot for Jade, on Jade's 5th birthday he gets to see the robot. She is tall and slender, and has sliver hair. 15 years later, the robot's memory is compelet. and Jade comes to get her, he is 20. Her eyes are bright green and she wears blue-and white shirts and dresses, Jade had named her Kevy. during there car ride Jade says 'eager', Kevy blursts out the definison. When they get to Jade's place, there is a message, its Grand-dad. He tells Jade that if Kevy starts to show emotion she need to get her memory cleaned. During the comic Kevy will start to cry and get angry, she'll hurt people and kill a person. Kevy will aboned Jade and get her memory erased.

Got to go clean my room!
love you bloggy!!!
Miss, J. (not the famous one!)

Summer V-K

HALA!!! Blog-journal-diary-online thingy!
Summer is going to be so boring her in nowheresville. I have a crappy job, I'm trying to get to Europe this year. I'm getting anyother job soon too. I need 600 more dollars to get to Europe, fuck I hate this. I'm also trying to start of my band, but my friend (ex-boyfriend) has made me lead singer and keyboard. It isn't that bad really, I can sing, but no in front of ppl. I have to admit i am pretty rad at it, this girl at my school challenged me to singing. She say i'll neva make it far, one thing she sounds like a man singing. Hell she looks like a man! your in grade 9 and you have no boobs wat so ever!!!!
i'm going to regret grade 10, i took 3rd year drama, second year art, second year horitculrtal. and a shit load of acdemic classes. I wanta stick a fork in my eye, the person i like is compelety avoiding me since our dance. Well i did make out with them in the middle of the dance, i feel horrible. My sib broke their straight edge by drinking, I haven't broken mine yet... yay! They bug me all the time! Just because I draw 'creepy' picture wear black and listen to AFI does not make me a loser!!!!!
I miss my friends already, school got out yesturday. one of my friends took me out for lunch, and I kiss him. I'm a kissing whore okay? I'm going to get a discease and die!!!! (no i'm jokeing.)
I still have my nickname, and I have a new one too. Anywho ttyl (i hope)
Dr. Suicide formally known as Ninja J formally known as a stalker! (which i'm not!)

Hala.
I'm a girl who needs people to talk too. I have a boyfriend, but things are hella confusing with him. I can't say I love you to him, it just doesn't work. I'm shorter than most people and bigger. I look like a boy when I wear my fave jeans! I need help really badly!!!

Everyone round here is dieing of one by one! This boy Nick killed him self last sunday, I went to school with him, and his sister's finacee had to pick him up off the hwy 401 with out knowing it. One of my friends who I am in love with jumped of a roof, and ended up in the hostpital for two days. He is currently okay and is on pain killers.

Most of my friends are drugies and smoke fags (cigarettes), they think that getting drunk is fun! Oh, yeah puking your brains out is fun! I'm straight-edge, and vegitaren.

My name has alot to do with my life. I'm always so loud! and my boyfriend and I have been on/off dating! My ex-girl friend sorta hates me. I like another girl, she really beatuiful and is a year older than me. I love boy on boy action. (people think its gross) people don't like my favourite band at my school! Afi rules!!!! I want to hear blaqk audio, manly because Davey (hotty No.2) and Jade (hotty No.1) are in it!

Yes okay, I admit I got bored and made hotty lists. I might post them on someday.... please if anyone wants to talk to me or give a loud girl sum advice thot be hella awesome!!!!

thanks for listening to my rant,
love the sexest person in da vorld!!! aka. Ninja J.