Update!

Hello Bloggy!
Omg, I am so horrbile, I left you for so long.. *hugs* BUt hey I'm back.
I'm now 16! and I can drive, so that's big news..
I will write more.
It's just I'm cleaning my room right now :D
I love you!
Love,
Davey. aka Chainey. aka jacqui

Summer Hoildays!

Hi ya bloggy! *hugs*
Missed you..
Tomorrow is my last day of school!
Will right more tomorrow!
LOVe,
Jacqui
P.s totally hot huh?
I love this hair!
and my eyes..

RANT!

Hiya!

Sup bloggy? argh! I hate school so fucking much! It is getting annoying....
well, I am going to kill someone, other than myself.
Yes, the sadness is back.... I planned out a suicide, but someone said they would go with me...
And I didn't want that to happen, so I didn't.

i hate Love songs!
I want them to stop!
but meh.

so Brandon got a girlfriend....
And it is hard to live with it....
Because I miss him, alot.

Im in the library, and taking pictures...
I can show you my friends!!!!
Except Brandon because he hates pictures.

Okay, you know Corey?
He likes me, more, and it is driving me insane!
I like him though, but not that much!

I miss kissing someone... :'(

well, aren't you glad to know that i'm alive?

Love you!
~ ninjafish ~ -'w'-

Emo-ness and Pain

All he ever did was walk on by.
Just walking away.
Everything hurts.
He is sitting never me.
And I can't stand it...

Brought together.
Now torn apart.
My life in your hands....
Your soul in my heart.

Everything burns,
just to touch the flower.
now life must stop.
And i'm going to fade away.

Kiss me kiss me.
Miss me Miss me.
Diss me Diss me.
Hate me Hate me.

For everyone that has loved me.
I am sorry,
but no longer will I love.

Thanks for your time that has been wasted.
- the Worthless Nothing.

Worthless Nothing.

Well, i'm back. For a while...
Brandon broke my heart...
It really hurts, he said he was sorry.
I will not be bitter to either.
I have felt this pain before,
With Kassie... but this is far far worse...
He was the only male i fully trusted...
I'm going to quit Dracula,
I can't stand it!


I wish i could tell him, that it hurts so much...
I feel like I have been shot down.
I am not longer on my cloud...
I am falling down, on sharp rocks...
And no one can save me.
i'll put on my make-up,
and then you'll see...
that i am a fake,
they tell me i am useless,
they tell me i am worthless,
you made me feel different.
and now it burns, just to see you.
so goodbye my former lover,
goodbye forever.

candy hearts and fan girls

hey guys...
well you know brandon?
i kissed him! yes me... i kissed him!
hahaha! happy much?
I think so!


god.. well that's it....
but invu is coming pretty well,
i learning how to store song clips
and i shall be ready to
make a song!!!
party!

my songs are getting better,
but my voice is getting weaker cause i hardly
sing anymore....
mabye ishould practice again?

dracula is going well...
fuck brando looks hot in his costume..
now if i could un dress him...
that would be prefect...

he is so.. hot...
okay stop think hun!
god... i love him...
shush i don't want to tell him yet...
but i totally do!

I know in the past we had differences
but know i can look past them...
because i do feel for him...

stupid easter...
i have to stay with family..
*crys*
oh well *thinks of topless brandon*

okay anyways, sally says hey..
and so does mathan, vincent and kenith..
*wipes drool*

love youall,
up date soon!
love,
princess jacqui

Let's go into the shower, I'll make sure that you have a blood bath.

Hey blogger,
Well here's an update. Kassie and I broke up.. ha, how did i know that was going to happen...
oh well, I'm brandon's slave... next thing he does, I'm going to call him master.. yes I give up...
My parent's keep fighting with me, i hate it...

Dracula is doing pretty well, that's the play i'm the sound designer for..
im offically a full veggie now... go me!
I talked to my fiend kenzie, some old things... Brandon, Ryan and now Kassie.
Man I miss her, but hey it's her choice.
I don't think she knows how much it hurts me...
To see her with other guys, to hear her talk about other people..
All i can do is grin and bare it....
That's why i'm give myself up to brandon...
nothing can change me...

invu is still going well, most songs are on the piano now,
but hey i miss my old hyper songs...

sally, vincent and i went on a quest thingy,
i had a alot of fun,
but i still wish i was there,
i had fun.
But i need to go back in an hour...

I'm dying my hair purple...
yep. im a freak!
but i love me...

well bye, the depressed as fuck emo kid.
Fishy.

update on my life

Hey Bloggy!!!!

Okay, so I have been working on my songs for invu... god I can't wait until i get my new gutair.. and yes I suck at spelling got a problem? Good, I didn't think so... Okay so anyways I have an art project and I'm supposed to draw someone and I was think Jade Puget because my friend Jackie likes him, yeah I like him too, I like Adam more though...creepy much??? But I finally put up my AFI poster in my room! Yeah I'm so happy!!! okay... anyways, I am not single anymore!! I'm dating this girl named Kassie god I love her and she is the best! But you see this girl anna likes me and i don't know how to tell her and my best friend Brandon won't lay off, ever since Kassie and I got together he has been getting closer to me.. and god i hate it!!!! I did like Brandon at one point... but I don't anymore...

Anyways I'm going to see linkin park!!!! I'm so happe and I love it!

My news years resloution? To get a daily dose of Afi and Blaqk Audio everyday!! and I have, I own 46 afi songs and the blaqk audio cd.. it is mostly what I listen to... And I have gotten more inspration for my drawings! Wanna see? www.suicide-101.deviantart.com yes my name is suicide-101 but hey i like it!!!! OMG! as much as I love Facebook it can get soo annoying! but I'm still on it, yeah tom for tokio hotel added me as a friend sweet much?

Next year i'm going to paris, veinna and rome with my sister!!!! god im excited, i can't wait! my parents just love sending there little girls off to a different country, oh well... I loved europe I can't WAIT TO GO AGAIN!!! and i'm bring my afi and blaqk audio with me bwa hahaha!! okay i'm not that evil to kiddnap davey, jade, hunter, and adam... but the thought has crossed me mind.. But i won't act upon it..I mean come on if a goth kidnapped you wouldn't you be scared? Hell I would be...

Anyway go to get back to art class... see you later!
Love,
Ninjacqui or fishy!!! (yes my nickname is fish)