Summer V-K

HALA!!! Blog-journal-diary-online thingy!
Summer is going to be so boring her in nowheresville. I have a crappy job, I'm trying to get to Europe this year. I'm getting anyother job soon too. I need 600 more dollars to get to Europe, fuck I hate this. I'm also trying to start of my band, but my friend (ex-boyfriend) has made me lead singer and keyboard. It isn't that bad really, I can sing, but no in front of ppl. I have to admit i am pretty rad at it, this girl at my school challenged me to singing. She say i'll neva make it far, one thing she sounds like a man singing. Hell she looks like a man! your in grade 9 and you have no boobs wat so ever!!!!
i'm going to regret grade 10, i took 3rd year drama, second year art, second year horitculrtal. and a shit load of acdemic classes. I wanta stick a fork in my eye, the person i like is compelety avoiding me since our dance. Well i did make out with them in the middle of the dance, i feel horrible. My sib broke their straight edge by drinking, I haven't broken mine yet... yay! They bug me all the time! Just because I draw 'creepy' picture wear black and listen to AFI does not make me a loser!!!!!
I miss my friends already, school got out yesturday. one of my friends took me out for lunch, and I kiss him. I'm a kissing whore okay? I'm going to get a discease and die!!!! (no i'm jokeing.)
I still have my nickname, and I have a new one too. Anywho ttyl (i hope)
Dr. Suicide formally known as Ninja J formally known as a stalker! (which i'm not!)